Tired
So I figured I’m overdue an update. I’ve been extremely tired these last few weeks. Honestly, exhausted would be an understatement. A lot of traveling, driving back and forth between Oregon, Washington and Idaho…the documentary is off to a really good start, and there’s a lot of support, but once you start opening a can of worms, it keeps growing and growing and growing. Didn’t realize just how close to home everything was going to hit.
On the upside, there’s members of my family that have started some major life changes towards breaking the cycle, I’ve started a real relationship with my sister, I am 100% sober from everything except for nicotine(yep, started smoking again), and life has been dropping some wonderful opportunities into my lap.
It’s important to believe in something completely, no matter who may try to stop you. I really hope that one day I can make an impact on the world that is so great, it will change the lives of billions. Realistically, I am only 1 person, but 1 person affects all the lives of all they come in contact with.
I recently watched this documentary. Wednesday night actually, it’s called “I AM”. It’s not what inspired me really, but definitely coincides with my current life path and my recent change in attitude and life goals.
I’m really tired right now, so I’m having trouble focusing…but all I’m trying to get at is this, take a moment to step outside yourself, see the world for what it is, and if you’re able to help, do it. Do what you can to connect to others, even if it’s only 1 single life. Connect in a way where you have no selfish intent. Connect in a way to where the only goal is the safety and well being of the life you’ve chosen to connect yourself to. Care. Give a fuck. If you do nothing else in life of any importance, at least reach out to someone you care about. So much of the world is drowning in a sea of sorrow, and there’s no real need for it.