I woke up about 12 hours ago, looked at my clock and groaned…I really hate waking up so late in the afternoon when I have a ton of stuff on my plate. Starting out so late in the afternoon makes me feel like my day is a wash. When I opened my eyes again, it was almost 1:30pm…so I rolled out of bed and took a shower.
My brain is processing a lot at the moment, but I can’t say that’s anything that’s really new. Being home is nice, because it’s like, oh yeah…this is what it’s like to have sex regularly…kind of. It’s hard to distract me once I’m in full on work mode…but still, it’s nice. To be getting laid again that is. And yeah, sex is on the brain. Sometimes I forget that I’m a sexual creature…I get so busy doing all of this shit that I do to keep me occupied, that I often forget there’s this crazy bitch inside that really likes to have a good time when the opportunity hits…needless to say, Dan threw his hip out. Ha ha ha. He’s not sure what the exact cause of it was, but somewhere between work and home, he’s been limping around the last couple of days.
Anyway, realization set in about a half hour ago that coming home from Europe on the 14th and leaving on the 16th for my own tour isn’t exactly the smartest possible thing I can do. I have no merch, and no means to buy anymore at the moment. Heading out for a month long tour without anything to sell is um, stupid. So I gotta rethink this one. I already know I’m gonna be totally swamped with shit to do when I get to Europe, when I went on tour with The Mentors and was promoted to tour manager, I had no time to do my work with the record label I worked for at the time. I think I got one press release wrote out for that whole month. Nope, not gonna pretend like I’ll have any time.
I did manage to buy the backpack and plug-in adapter I need to condense all of my shit down though. My brain is fucking frantic right now. I’m still about 3-4 days from leaving, and I feel like I’m forgetting everything. It’s all in my head though, need to calm the fuck down. I’m always forgetting and remembering everything. Relax…I will have everything that I need. My needs are always met at the very least. I will have food, clothes, shelter, my computer, and my camera…what more do I need?
Life is all down to the moments, and there’s lots of them if you’re lucky. I’m looking forward to Monday. All the prepping, preparing, and planning is just that…then when the moment hits, you’re gone and it’s the moment that is the only thing that matters. Poof…so long.