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Uncategorized | November 24th, 2013

The thought that initiated my actions today and this post was that we, as consumers, are too far removed from our food. For as long as I can remember, my father has always been a hunter. I’ve had deer, elk, bear, and fish killed by someone I know for as long as I can remember. One of my favorite things is when the family gets together to package and process an elk that my father has caught because I like knowing where it comes from…however up until today, I have never killed anything on my own other than fish for… Continue Reading →

I’m throwing a show, at a venue…

Uncategorized | November 9th, 2013

…and if you’re in Tacoma, you should be there. It’s also the last big show I’ll be throwing before I get the fuck out and hit the road working for Bob Wayne & The Outlaw Carnies again. You can buy tickets here… www.brownpapertickets.com The flier was hand drawn by John Howard. Hit him up for some commission work!

Bi-Polar and Manic as Fuck!

Uncategorized | November 8th, 2013

Okay…so here’s the deal…I am going fucking crazy. I don’t know exactly what is I need to “fix” what ever the fuck it is that’s bugging me. I’m stressin’ money. I hate money. Also with leaving in about 3 months, when I wasn’t planning on leaving until May, is making me feel panicky and like I’m running out of time. I know shit will work itself out, it always does. Doesn’t change the fact that I’m super stress monkey right now. The good – we got the van fixed. Dan installed the new radiator in Gerty and all is well… Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | November 3rd, 2013

Was honestly on my way to bed…lights off downstairs, head up the stairs, get ready to climb under the covers, then BAM! Had to pick the laundry up off the floor and put it in the hamper, which somehow lead to having to reorganize my closet. *shakes head* At least that’s done. My closet looks presentable now. I’ve been in a funk. It started when I got sick and I’ve been in bi-polar overdrive the last 2 weeks. Fucking stupid. My head has been a clusterfuck that’s been hard to sort out, and even though I’ve been making progress every… Continue Reading →

Perseverance mutherfucker…

Uncategorized | October 24th, 2013

I guess an update is overdue, at least I feel like one is. I’ve been sick since Sunday. A wicked cold has been kicking my ass, but I’ve still managed to leave the house at least once a day since this shit hit me on Sunday. Sick or not, I got shit to do. I hate being sick, it makes me feel weak and worthless. Two things I really strive not to be. You could say it’s been ingrained since birth…prove to myself I’m not what others who had a strong presence in my upbringing tried to make me believe…. Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | September 26th, 2013

I feel different. It’s hard to explain really, but an update was due, and many thoughts have been roaming around in my head. I started a journal, but I only wrote in it while I was on vacation…now the book sits. Untouched since the 17th of September. Pammy leaves for rehab on October 3rd, and I’m going to miss her. The daughter I’m too young to have is coming into her own. The last couple of weeks, she’s changed. I’ve watched it all unfold before my eyes. A goal is in her mind, it’s locked in, and she’s on target…. Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | August 16th, 2013

Life is interesting. Europe was pretty fucking awesome, and I can’t wait to go do it again. Been home a few days now, and the first show of my late summer tour is tonight. Just realized I forgot to make the flier for the Olympia show tomorrow…but it’s cool. Since I’ve been home, I’ve been catching up with some Dan time and working on my motorcycle. I’m gonna learn how to ride once he’s up and running. I held the fairing up to his headlight and he told me his name… “One Eyed Monster”. 🙂 I have wasted no time… Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | August 4th, 2013

I think that’s the key word to sum up this tour for me. I ended this last Saturday bonding a bit with band and crew members from Meshuggah over a bon fire and laughing about farts, discovered I am a head taller than Danzig, and rocked my little heart out to an artist I’ve been waiting 22 years to see perform live; Alive Cooper. Earlier in the tour, I told Bob, “I don’t care who I see at Wacken, as long as I get to see Alice Cooper, that’s the only one I really care about seeing live.” At the… Continue Reading →

My Thoughts In This Moment

Uncategorized | July 26th, 2013

It’s important to keep moving Because no one gives a fuck about your problems anyway Gotta find your own way In your own time That’s all it is really We are all on our own journey Sometimes we’re fortunate enough to find companions who share our path for a time I know who I am And I finally understand Can’t fix anyone or anything but yourself That is, if you are willing to find and use the tools to make it happen It’s hard I know she’s crying, I’ve cried the same way myself so many times But it’s a… Continue Reading →

I Stand

Uncategorized | July 2nd, 2013

I’m the woman who’s never satisfied Commitment issues, I’m not sure… Only sure that I won’t settle for anything less than this This right now, this moment that brings a smile to my face I can’t bring anyone with me I won’t stay anywhere Can’t sit still for too long, drives me nuts But you will never see the beauty in the girl on the water And you won’t know the sweat and blood it took to make those bricks You will never hold the world in your hands Too scared to try, too scared to move Too scared of… Continue Reading →

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