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Pissing On Concrete

Uncategorized | June 19th, 2012

It’s like pissing on concrete at 6am After going a round with the devil’s kin It’s the feel of the seat It’s the hand in your cunt It’s the beautiful prick That’s a little too drunk It’s the perversions drawn in his subtle smile Dancing on dreams with another wayward child It’s the dirt on our breath It’s the sweet on his lips It’s the taste on his fingers As I’m thrusting my hips I live my life the way that I live Don’t care for judgement from you or them Don’t give a fuck about being cool I don’t… Continue Reading →

Everything is everything…

Uncategorized | June 14th, 2012

…I’m swimming in the sea, soaking up the sun, and pissing on a tree… Now for something that isn’t mine…I’ve been falling in love with this band so much. Thanks so much to Austin for letting me rip this onto my computer. I don’t remember what day I left, I don’t remember what day this is. All I know is something has been building, and when it exploded, the dust settled(at least i think the dust has settled?), and we’re still here playing music together, and we’re all still standing. This has been the hardest tour I’ve ever been on,… Continue Reading →

Right Now Is What’s Important

Uncategorized | May 23rd, 2012

What you’ve done has no bearing on what you’re doing now other than being the foundation to which you’re building on. These are the lessons I’m learning…I really love my job. Some days it’s scary, and often difficult when faced with new tasks, but I find a lot of fulfillment in it and personal growth. It forces me to take calculated risks, think at different levels, and opens my eyes to my potential more with each passing day. Today’s risk only really affects my pocket book: internet from my cell phone provider. I’ve taken a lot of financial risks with… Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | May 21st, 2012

Strength doesn’t come from never knowing pain. It comes from rising above it. Went back into my “normal” mode of thinking, or at least the one I prefer…which is the happy, get shit done Becka. I guess the nice thing about the bi-polar tendencies is they tend to be present less and less. Seriously had the most kick ass weekend I’ve had in a long time. SHiTfest was a fucking blast. Everyone who showed up rocked the fuck out of the house, and I remember just as much of everything that happened the same way I would sober. (For those… Continue Reading →


Uncategorized | May 18th, 2012

I write to keep the beast at bay. I sing to sooth the wounds inside. I create to defy the monster that wants to control and destroy. I breathe because I can. I love because it keeps my life moving forward. I live. Every day, I live. I will succeed because I know what it’s like to fail, and it’s a feeling I strive to never repeat again.  

Letting Go

Uncategorized | May 18th, 2012

That’s the real key to everything. Learning how to let go of everything that is beyond your control…people places, things. Look at the world around you, the more power one man tries to possess, the more the castle crumbles. So many doors are open, especially at night…like the leaky faucet that drips despite all efforts to tighten it to closure. Drip…drip…drip, and it doesn’t stop, it won’t ever stop until you replace the piece that’s broken, but still you try as hard as you can…righty tighty, lefty loosy, and it won’t turn right any further…drip…drip…drip. There’s a leaky faucet in… Continue Reading →

Things I Can’t Ignore

Uncategorized | May 16th, 2012

Idunno what’s up with me today, but I can’t sleep, and it must’ve been written all over my face, because the first thing out of Dan’s mouth when he got home from work was asking me if I was okay. I’m really bad at hiding anything, especially if you know me, but apparently really good at hiding things from myself since I can’t pin point the cause of my distress today. I even got more work done in one day than the last two weeks in comparison as far as the monetary work goes. Brad said he’s willing to help… Continue Reading →

Project X

Uncategorized | May 11th, 2012

I guess it’s really not news that I’ve been going under a lot of transitions these last few years, but the project I’ve been working on officially since December is pretty much the start of the culmination of everything I’ve been busting my ass on since I first started therapy in more recent years. The acoustic project was the 1st step, my book “Alcoholic Heart” was the 2nd step, and I’m currently working on the video for the 3rd step. Although I’m sure there’s other steps, these have been the most significant. I completely and sincerely appreciate the love and… Continue Reading →

Life Is Fucking Weird…

Uncategorized | April 29th, 2012

…and it gets weirder all the time. Got a phone call today, asking if I was interested in possibly going to Europe next year as a road dog. I said hell yeah! The last 2 days have been interesting. Got a secret message from the Universe, after walking into a bar that made me feel like I should be wearing some swing attire and hanging out in the 40’s or 50’s, then today got to see a hump back whale in it’s natural habitat. Lots of blow hole action was seen. lol. To be honest, I’ve been going kinda stir… Continue Reading →

How I Feel

Uncategorized | April 25th, 2012

We’re a country of passive aggressive dumb asses that couldn’t be bothered to wipe our own asses if the roll wasn’t already on the dispenser and ready to go. When we are mowed down, we will be laying in the grass in fear of clogging the blades. This isn’t apathy, this is reality, and true anarchy is just not giving a fuck about anything that others are doing, and doing whatever you want. It’s not about standing together in unison, it’s about doing what you feel is right in your heart every day because it’s how you feel, and finding… Continue Reading →

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